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I'm sorry to say to the one person who commissioned me, but I cannot finish your commish. Also, sorry to those who watch me for art or models.

I've been experiencing some severe depressive episodes, but I'm not diagnosed with depression. Yesterday at work, I had this bad one, where I literally felt like not going to work on Sunday (today)....so I stayed home. I didn't feel like playing games, making models, drawing, watching videos, going to my counselor's appointment on Friday, nothing at all. I just wanted to lay in bed and sleep, all day, not get up to do absolutely anything. Today, I was sitting at my computer, watching a YouTube video, and I felt a horrible pit in my stomach that refused to be filled in by anything. I felt absolutely empty, and it kind of scared me. It's been getting so much worse, yesterday did concern me.

I've never reached a point where I don't want to do anything but lay in bed and sleep all day. I feel an absolutely dreadful feeling about the next upcoming month as well, even if in the long run these changes would be for the better. I don't know what to do, honestly.

I'm sorry. Before this little episode on Saturday I did manage to build two models of Daisy, so I'll be uploading them soon, hopefully some of you out there still pay attention to me and aren't just watching me for nothing (I'd feel bad for wasting your time x.x)

Mom said maybe if I get a new job that would help me a lot, and maybe it would. 9 and a half hours at a place like McDonalds could kill you .-.

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  • Mood: Hopeless
I'm sorry to say to the one person who commissioned me, but I cannot finish your commish. Also, sorry to those who watch me for art or models.

I've been experiencing some severe depressive episodes, but I'm not diagnosed with depression. Yesterday at work, I had this bad one, where I literally felt like not going to work on Sunday (today)....so I stayed home. I didn't feel like playing games, making models, drawing, watching videos, going to my counselor's appointment on Friday, nothing at all. I just wanted to lay in bed and sleep, all day, not get up to do absolutely anything. Today, I was sitting at my computer, watching a YouTube video, and I felt a horrible pit in my stomach that refused to be filled in by anything. I felt absolutely empty, and it kind of scared me. It's been getting so much worse, yesterday did concern me.

I've never reached a point where I don't want to do anything but lay in bed and sleep all day. I feel an absolutely dreadful feeling about the next upcoming month as well, even if in the long run these changes would be for the better. I don't know what to do, honestly.

I'm sorry. Before this little episode on Saturday I did manage to build two models of Daisy, so I'll be uploading them soon, hopefully some of you out there still pay attention to me and aren't just watching me for nothing (I'd feel bad for wasting your time x.x)

Mom said maybe if I get a new job that would help me a lot, and maybe it would. 9 and a half hours at a place like McDonalds could kill you .-.

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I'm Kitsuna020, on Fanfiction I'm Romana020, and on Youtube I'm Kitsuneepic.

I mostly post my newer mods on here, they come to youtube later, so add me as a watcher.

My birthday is Oct. 20th.

My interests are reading, MMD, using PMD editor, drawing, gaming, watching cartoons, music, and a few other things.

I like Invader Zim, Johnny The Homicidal Maniac, PewDiePie, and Tobuscus. Got a problem with it?

My hobbies are making models for MMD with PMD Editor, and talking to my online friends...drawing...stuff stated earlier :I

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Kitsuna020 Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2015  Student General Artist
Sorry i didnt reply buti did notice lol
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Kitsuna020 Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2015  Student General Artist
Nice models :)
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EstellaPevensie Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2015
Thanks
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cheylouwho Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2014
Hey there! Saw you were also a south park MMD maker... even though the pics I saw were from 2011, hahah.
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Kitsuna020 Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2014  Student General Artist
yeah lol i made a lot of sp models
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cheylouwho Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2014
yeah i just happened to  come across them and was like

woah
hello
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Kitsuna020 Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2014  Student General Artist
Pick could probably make them better now tbh
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ValerieTakanashi Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014
Thank you for the watch <5 ~
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