I'm really just making this journal to clear up some things on a personal level, to move on. I haven't been called out or anything, but I figure this new journal will help people understand me and how I've changed. Sometimes, I come across old journals and cringe, because I say dumb shit. I've also came off as rude in the past whenever someone even said something slightly mean. At this time I would've been under 16 years old or so, so not entirely excusable, but I'd like to think now I'm more reasonable. I don't think I've really used slurs in my past journals? But if I have, I want to apologize. I think the culture around me at the time might've been more racially inclined, but thank God I've gotten away from all that. I think a lot of what I said was also the culture surrounding me on the internet. I won't say "This stuff was okay back then and a lot of people used race/gender identity/sexuality as a joke!" because that's horrible and I don't believe that, and it's a cop-out for