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I've come back from the grave temporarily to tell you to check this out:

(OPEN!) SWEETICALS MYO FTO EVENT!
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I'm really just making this journal to clear up some things on a personal level, to move on. I haven't been called out or anything, but I figure this new journal will help people understand me and how I've changed.


Sometimes, I come across old journals and cringe, because I say dumb shit. I've also came off as rude in the past whenever someone even said something slightly mean. At this time I would've been under 16 years old or so, so not entirely excusable, but I'd like to think now I'm more reasonable.


I don't think I've really used slurs in my past journals? But if I have, I want to apologize. I think the culture around me at the time might've been more racially inclined, but thank God I've gotten away from all that. I think a lot of what I said was also the culture surrounding me on the internet. I won't say "This stuff was okay back then and a lot of people used race/gender identity/sexuality as a joke!" because that's horrible and I don't believe that, and it's a cop-out for being blatantly ignorant. If I ever used any slurs or said some harsh things: I apologize.


Second thing I wanna clear up:


When I got into the MLP fandom and started to draw ponies and do breedable charts, I didn't quite see anything wrong with what I was doing, since everyone else was doing it and I didn't see much opposition. What I'm talking about here is like, making a breeding chart with Flurry Heart and Shining armor being a result I could draw.


To clarify further: I do NOT support pedophilia or incest. That's gross and disgusting, but when I did these charts, I admit I didn't see it as "shipping charts, breeding charts [despite using the words, not actually paying attention to their meaning],) etc. I saw it more as a color palette thing if that makes sense? Like just combining color palettes and hair styles to make a separate OC for someone that I didn't even think of calling their child. That's really fucked up.


So I want to apologize if I ever made anyone uncomfortable. For those who block before talking, I understand, but I'm always open to critique and seeing others points of view! If I do something problematic, CALL ME OUT ON IT! Not publicly in a journal, but message me and tell me what's up! I'm really friendly. If you don't tell me what I did wrong, I'll keep ignorantly doing it, and I don't wanna do that. I want to be a better person, and I want to improve upon myself every day.


Thanks for reading. If you have any comments or concerns, please leave them on this journal and we can talk it out :)


P.S. - I've had people complain about me in journals or straight up block me or both, and I never know what I did wrong! If something's up, just be straight up with me, I won't be mad if you come to me as a reasonable person. If you come at me aggressively and angrily, I too will get that way, and I don't think that accomplishes anything :<

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I'm remaking my South Park models since most of them are badly made / lost to time! These will look much better. I will be making their adult/teen versions, and maybe their children version later.

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I'm not sure I will leave dA, even though Eclipse just sucks horribly, this is the place I upload my dumb bs.

If you want to see my more serious art/art im more proud of, follow me here:

Twitter - twitter.com/Kitsuna020

Instagram - www.instagram.com/Kitsuna020/
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I've got ponies, humanoids, furries, etc!

All are OTA unless stated otherwise on the character!

Humanoids/Furries -> sta.sh/2pyakr9zcgx?edit=1

Ponies -> sta.sh/222dmdx0lbi3?edit=1 and www.deviantart.com/kitsuna020/…
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